well it seems as if the universe and i have incongruent plans. i decide on one thing, move quickly into action, and it sets me back abruptly. today i remarkably didn't react and merely accepted the evident reality as temporary. it appears all university options are closed until the fall of next year and i have to defer my degree until then. one whole year in canada without school, work, or to do lists. i keep praying for unwaivering trust in the divine - i guess this is part of that. do i offer up an expletive, a question mark, or a thank you? oh you puffy little cloud of optimism - you burst all to soon!
